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venibbeth
 3rd January, 2010. 4:53 am. Really wanna call him.

If I have to never talk to him again to prove that I care about him, then THAT'S WHAT I'LL DO.

Fucker.

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venibbeth
 31st December, 2009. 4:54 am.

He deleted me from all his shit, and I'm pretty fucking pissed off about it.
Toooooooo bad.
It's best.
I know.
sigh.

wow, is that all i have to say?

good.

This is the best thing for both of us. the absolute best thing for both of us.

I'm angry.

I'm hurt that he would delete me.

Relieved, also?

Feeling empty? and abandoned?

I deserve it.

When i see that he deleted me, I want to scream and cry and call him and leave him nasty comments and...I just can't believe it.

I can't believe he's out of my life now.

It's best. It's best for the both of us.

These feelings of rejection are mostly impulses...lizard-brain reactions...yes

He's better off now.

I'm happy for him.

I can't BELIEVE it.

whatever.

New Years tomorrow...thank God

Current mood: drunk..

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